Lacuna

Sophia Liang
Medical Student, Kaiser Permanente School of Medicine

If I could just listen to words 
And verbs and phrases just like 
Everyone else without outside help  
Without having to process all the extra information 
Sensations, ambiguity, body language 
And know what the person is trying to say 
Instead of bending my comprehension in machinations 
Around unyielding impossibilities like  
Assumption or implication or even someone else’s emotion 
I don’t know how to impute naturally what you feel 
I don’t know how to acquire what you mean 
I can only see the world from myself 
A single point of view stretching linearly into perspective  
But others I think or I have heard 
Exist and comprehend on a different spectrum  
Where things just come naturally or are taught to them 
From a young age, the ability to gauge 
A room socially appropriately engagingly  
While I stand off in the corner 
Wondering what really is being said